Deja vu in another body....

All the things I see happen has happened before...

maybe the players are different...

But the gameplay is the same...

I know the strategies behind it...

I see the loopholes...

But the final outcome is still uncertain.

So what am I saying?

Nothing passes me by unnoticed...

As much as it doesn't mean much to anyone...

Yet because I know....

That makes all the difference.

No matter what I do to remove that knowledge...

It is there, inputed into the memories of time...

Would I want to remove it if it was an option?

Sometimes I wished I never knew...

Sometimes I wished I was not me...

Sometimes all I wanted is for it all to rewind again...

But regret is a potent poison...

Not to be allowed to dwell...

For now, to take it one step at a time...

Living in the 'Today' rather than 'Yesteryears'...

Nor in the 'Tomorrows' that are neverending...

To hold my head up high, chest out, shoulders straight...

And with all the love that can be mustered out...

To try the very best to make the most of what there is...

Today is all there is...

There was a zillion things I should've done differently...

A million words I should've said...

But it all is not important anymore...

There is two sides to every coin...

The choise to be the head or the tail is in our hands.

Maybe then living life will make all the difference...

I think its safe to say "I know..."

Cos nothing tells it more than what one calls.....

EXPERIENCE.

Went for youth today... it was great to see all the lil ones all so spirited. There was once a time I was there too. Dunno if I wanna stay in that time again... young and carefree... or be where I am right now... well, life aint that carefree... but I guess I do enjoy the me now too... of all the things I have been though the past year itself is more than enough to fill a book!
The grace to sustain through it all was just amazing. =)

Growin Up...

I've been back for less than a week already... and my days have so far been pretty full. Its nice to have something to do.. or someone to talk to especially when all your friends are all away. Thank God Lis & Lin are here... Lis every year without fail has been accompanyin me especially on Mondays... "LaLa's day".. lol... and lately, Lin has been around to join us... and also with the honor of having Ray in company too. Once in a while, we wud haf d high pleasure of havin the presence of Gab... hmm.. the only missing link is gNet... and if favourable, Kian too! ahh... dat would be D-Day!! lol...
But people grow up... things change... and all around, people are talking of settling down. Hmm...how does one choose? How does one know if it is THE right one? What are the signs? Sooner or later, its just inevitable. I've heard about people ready to tie the knot, yet just weeks before, call it off and thats it. Some are so close to even a few days before... and then months later, news is that the person found another which eventually became THE ONE... scary... to think that ANYTHING can happen...
On a lighter note... hmm... after all the movies we're been shown.. and the different ways of being proposed to... it does make one wonder (and in the process spoiling what could be a gud surprise) about the different ways that one can possibly be proposed with... lol... and the danger of it is that one's imagination is so great that when the real one happens.. it's probably short of what the imagination could do. LOL...
anyway, save it for another day....

Are you a nice guy who has always wondered why the cocky guy -- the one who barely appears interested in the girl -- is usually the one who gets the girl? Have you suffered from hearing the words, "You're a really nice guy, but I only like you as a friend," from a woman who you would do (or may, in fact, have already done) just about anything and everything for -- only to turn around and watch her date (or even chase) a guy who treats her like she's nothing special? And are you stumped wondering why she would date a guy who treats her like that when she could have you who would treat her like a princess and give her everything she wants? Well, you better brace yourself because I'm going to tell you a couple of secrets that you might not want to hear.

First, "nice" equates with boring and predictable. Look up "nice" in the dictionary and you find: pleasant; agreeable; satisfactory. In other words, average -- not exceptional, not exciting, and not sexy.

I'll bet you've never heard a woman say she didn't want to date a guy because he was too confident, too passionate, or too exciting -- have you? But, I'll bet you have heard women say things like, "He's such a nice guy. He's so sweet and he's always there for me, but I only like him as a friend." Or, "He's such a good guy -- kind, thoughtful, generous, honest, loyal -- but there's no chemistry. He just doesn't turn me on." Sadly, I hear it all the time. The fact is, Mr. Nice Guy, you cannot bore a woman into feeling attracted to you or into wanting to date you. And as obvious as that sounds, if you are one of those guys I described that is exactly what you are trying to do. And it won't work.

Please understand that I am not suggesting that you mistreat women or disrespect them in way. What I suggesting is that you value and respect yourself more. What I suggesting is that you value and respect yourself more.

To illustrate what I mean: The answer to the question, "Why does the guy who doesn't appear to care as much about the girl get the girl?" is simple: The nice guy cares too much, too soon. He has made the woman too important and too valuable and it shows in everything he says and does. He is too available, too eager to please, too accommodating, and he gives too much -- all without getting anything in return. By doing so, he has made himself appear desperate, insecure, needy of this woman's attention, affection, and approval -- and he has stripped himself of any value in her eyes. After all, if he's already doing and giving everything, without her doing or giving anything - why would she value him? She won't. She is not going to value him any more than he values himself. What she is going to do is look for someone else, someone who she perceives as being more worthy, more confident, and more valuable.

It works like this: Once you need something, or you want it too badly, you forfeit your strength and lose all power of negotiation. Once you need something, or you want it too badly, you forfeit your strength and lose all power of negotiation. You are in a position of weakness and you are perceived as weak. Someone (or something) else is in control of you, the situation, and it's outcome. Men in this situation appear to be anything but confident, strong, and exciting. More, they are perceived as being unworthy and as lacking value.

Translation: Things that are easily acquired, obtained, or maintained, without any effort or sacrifice, lack value... it's human nature.

The secret to why the cocky guy wins with women, over the nice guy, is that he is perceived as being a stronger, more confident guy with more value. How? He never invests everything -- his entire being, ego, and self-worth in what one woman's response or reaction to him is. He doesn't gush with compliments; he isn't always available; he doesn't give too much; and he knows he isn't going to die if a woman says "no" to him. More, his attitude is, yeah, I'd like to go out with you, but if I can't, that's OK -- I'm a busy guy, with exciting things going on, and lots of other options.

BITTER SWEET

Life is just the way it is....

Things happen,

Things come and go...

And you never really know...

There was a time it felt right...

Then tables turned...

Winds changed...

Course shifted...

Now lost in the midst of uncertainty...

Patience...

Only time will tell.

*sigh*

She heard the winds hollow today...

For a moment, time froze in midair.

The same wind brought refreshing air

Yet also a tinge of destruction...

She smiled silly over the thought...

That nonsense could make perfect sense:

Some may hear but they may not understand...

And look but do not see...

Hopes hanging by the thread...

Looking to the sun she saw its rays...

Yes, there's Hope...

If there's Faith...

And of course, Love.

*For ALL things work for the good of those who LOVE Him... ;)*

Been raining lately... and its that time of the year again where people sit at their desks diligently peering into an open book... irregardless of whether anything is goin in or not... yeah.. exam period is back again... and this time, there is also that BIG paper that will determine the placement of the "M.D." at the end of people's names. Sounds like it will be a long long month... but time does fly by really fast... so.. just wanna wish y'all sitting for the GOS exams...

All the Best...

Favor goes before you...

You have the mind of Christ... =)

Last weekend, we had a graduation party for the graduates.... pretty awesome to see everyone dressed up... looking stunning and all...

I detest to think about that time when we have to leave to go back for summer holidays knowing somewhere behind there that when we return back in September, the face of this place will change with the absence of certain people that make life here the way it is right now... it will feel like loosing a limb... or smth liddat.. *sigh* (so not looking forward to that...)

Although its not like I wont be seeing them ever again... but the fact that its miles and miles apart... that there is definitely 0% probability to meet in the hospitals or on the bus.. or in the streets... *eeeeee...*

But that is the way life goes... unevitable... and soon it will be my turn to leave this place... to leave my comfort zone into a world of unknowns... a world which i have been trying to push out of my mind for a long time... a world where I have to bear responsibilities like an adult..... a world where i AM an adult.... *hmmm*

Hold me,

Never let me go...

Change me,

I want the world to know...

You are

Living in me

God, I know

You'll never let me go...

God's Letter to Women...

When I created the heaven and the earth, I spoke them into being. When I created man, I formed him and breathed life into his nostrils. But you, woman, I fashioned after I breathed the breath of life into man, because your nostrils are too delicate.

I allowed a deep sleep to come over him so I could patiently and perfectly fashion you. Man was put to sleep so that he could not interfere with the creativity. From one bone, I fashioned you. I chose the bone that protects man's life. I chose the rib, which protects his heart and lungs and supports him,as you are meant to do.

Around this one bone, I shaped you....... I modeled you.I created you perfectly and beautifully. Your characteristics are as the rib, strong yet delicate and fragile.You provide protection for the most delicate organ in man, his heart. His heart is the centre of his being; his lungs hold the breath of life.The rib cage will allow itself to be broken before it will allow damage to the heart. Support man as the rib cage supports the body.

You were not taken from his feet, to be under him, nor were you taken from his head, to be above him. You were taken from his side, to stand beside him and be held close to his side.You are my perfect angel..... You are my beautiful little girl.

You have grown to be a splendid woman of excellence, and my eyes fill when I see the virtues in your heart.Your eyes... don't change them. Your lips, how lovely when they part in prayer. Your nose, so perfect in form. Your hands so gentle to touch. I've caressed your face in your deepest sleep. I've held your heart close to mine.

Of all that lives and breathes, you are most like me. Adam walked with me in the cool of the day, yet he was lonely. He could not see me or touch me. He could only feel me. So everything I wanted Adam to share and experience with me, I fashioned in you; my Holiness, my Strength, myPurity, my Love, my Protection and Support.

You are special because you are an extension of me. Man represents my image, woman my emotions. Together, you represent the totality of God.

So man...... treat woman well. Love her, respect her, for she is fragile. In hurting her, you hurt me. What you do to her, you do to me. In crushing her, you only damage your own heart; the heart of your Father, and the heart of her Father. Woman, support man. In humility, show him the power of emotion I have given you. In gentle quietness, show your strength. In love, show him that you are the rib that protects his inner self.

Did you not know that a WOMAN is special in God's eyes?

*untitled*

The rustling of breath, the tingle up the spine…
The feeling of warmth which can’t be defined…
One second more and it would be crushing…
Yet a moment less would be terribly denying…
No words to describe it; they couldn’t do it justice.
Thoughts bounced off the walls of the mind
Though nothing made sense.
Dull yet exhilarating …
Terrified yet audacious …
Subtle yet evident ...
Agreeing yet denying…
Silent yet deafening …
Still yet full of motion…
Thrilled yet perturbed…
Lingering yet withdrawing…
Then the spell broke.
Times up.
The moment passed.
The world continued to spin on axis.
Life continues…
That’s just the way it is.

Confidence Despite Weaknesses

Hmm.. last night’s cell, we spoke about confidence and insecurities. J shared using Gideon as an example… (called him the ‘chicken’.. lol… *mind whirled into motion*) =P
Then we shared about what made people look confident to us… some said it was the way they walked, others said it was how loud they spoke. Some even said that the strengths that they portrayed was just a cover-up of their weakness underneath.
After all that discussion and sharing, we spoke about ways we could increase confidence or avoid the lack there-of. So, being the nice person I am, I’ll share what we shared with you… hehehehe…
1. THINK POSITIVE
You gotta know who you are… being sure of yourself is important to a strong foundation of what you think you are capable of
2. TALK TO SOMEONE
Not just anyone… someone who is capable of giving good advice.. Godly advice… someone that you can be accountable to is even better. Sharing is caring… and problems and weaknesses are no exception!! =)
3. THINK OF 10 GOOD THINGS EVERYTIME YOU THINK OF 1 BAD THING
This would train you to look more on the positive side… looking for the best in others… well, that’s what love is all about anyway… right? =P It’s so easy to look at others’ inability we tend to ignore their capabilities and the fact of how blessed we are to have them around. After awhile, we realize that trying to think of 10 good things about people we dislike is kinda tiring that we kinda avoid thinking about the bad altogether and strive to find that speck of good.
4. AVOID COMPARISON
Comparisons just brings condemnation… either upon oneself or another. When we compare, only 1 of 2 things can happen. Either we see others better than us and thus feel incompetent…or we see ourselves better than the other… thus making us feel proud. And as they say, pride comes before a fall. Either way, the outcome is pretty much looking down.We are all different… unique…special. As some say, its pretty much equivalent to comparing a boat and a pencil. To say that one is better than the other is pretty much insane… not to say its probably a characteristic of a “psy” patient!!
Besides that, to compare is to decrease personal standards. Instead of striving towards the best, comparing justifies at just being better than another. It isn’t necessarily the best you can be… and that is definitely below the average that God has for us!!! The example we had was that we may compare our results from an exam and be glad that we got a pass while the rest failed. But a pass is just a pass. It isn’t what we should strive for. It is the distinction mark that we should be looking towards.
5. FOCUS ON POTENTIALS; NOT LIMITATIONS
We were given the grace to accomplish that which we were made to do. Not more, not less. Striving to what God has for us is to achieve that which we are made to be. To look at limitations is to say that God is insane to think so highly of us and that it is impossible!
6. REMEMBER : Confidence is not covering up a weakness but rather, the assurance of that which is really you… not letting anyone shake you off… and not falter from the words of others.

Well, these are just the few points that we thought of in the short time that we had. If anyone has anything to add, feel free to contribute…=P

CNY Concert

Was a blast of a time last night... I had fun... enjoyed myself... enjoyed the excitement and exhiliaration... the adrenaline rush... the look into your eyes... *sigh*

Now that its over... life is back to what it was before... maybe a little bit more... with the memory of yesterday still running freshly through my mind.

Thanx for all the times sacrificed... the excitement of everyday... the everything!!

*sigh*

Didn't want it to be over yet don't think I could live with it forever either... one or the other.... life has taken its course....

*I'll cya around then....*

SPA Interview for Medical Officer

Talk about FAVOR!!!
I really owe this one BIG TIME to d big guy up there.... without His help, I dont think i would even hire myself!! Gosh...
Really feel under-prepared for this interview... it was in English (thank GOD!!)... and it was a good jerk to reality that its time to really buck up twice as hard and thrice as smart... or else.. its a harsh blow to the face of reality! But most of all, watching those that came out from my board with the long face or the grumpy expression... that totally didnt help boost any confidence i had left. But thanks to those that still kept my head up high even when I tried to hide it low... for the pat on the back and the hugs... and the shoulder to lean on... I am eternally grateful! Most of all, for the favor that always goes before me... the one that causes the panel to not be able to but just be nice to me... even after all that I have heard about my board, I think I can fully digress!! I totally love my panel... that they were really encauraging, making my interview a pleasantly enjoyable one although I barely could answer the tough Medical questions given. And to be told at the end that all I needed was just a little bit more confidence in myself... i couldn't agree more! Praise and glory to Him who sustains my very breath!!
After all said and done, I am totally thankful and grateful that I passed... why not...I'm a government servant grade UD41 when I graduate!!! hehehehe....
*thanks for being there... even though you would've been there anyway...you had to...=P*

Esok Interview SPA lerr...
Mereka kata Interview dalam BM.. Macam mana lah? walaupun BM saya dulu dapat A1.. tapi 7 tahun tak guna langsung...A1 pun boleh jadi E8 la.... haih.....Tapi mereka kata... jangan putus asa... Fikirkan Boleh!!! hahahah...
Maka, dengan itu, saya kenalah pergi hafal Rukun Negara, Lagu Kebangsaan... Senarai Menteri Menteri Kabinet and yang terutama, nama Yang Di-Pertuan Agung kita yang teramatlah panjang itu... walaupun kemungkinan ditanya amatlah tipis. hehehehe...
Lagilah dengan penyakit-penyakit berjangkit yang tidak terhingga... aihh.. letih lah mata saya... esok cepat cepat selesaikan dan pergi makan... biar habis tak payah lenggah. hehehe... Saya rasa lebih awal kan lebih baik. Lagi lama ditunda, lagi gempak pula rasanya.
Macam mana lah nak fikir perkataan-perkataan Medik yang.... Tuhan tolong lah saya!!!!!!

Watch your THOUGHTS,

They become Words.

Watch your WORDS,

They become Actions.

Watch your ACTIONS,

They become a Habit.

Watch your HABITS,

They make your CHARACTER!!

YOU ARE...

You are...

The love of my life,

You are...

The hope that I cling to,

You mean...

More than this world to me.

I wouldn't trade You...

For Silver or Gold,

I wouldn't trade You...

For treasures untold,

You are...

You are my everything!

Love Unconditionally...

That was what the theme of the sermon in service last night. Really reminded me again and again that this is what REAL love is all about. Not picking sides, irregardless of situations, emotions or strength... to love in ALL circumstances. It is not easy, I must admit. There are lots of times when we pick and choose who we want to love or when we want to love.
Although we are called to love everyone the same, there are just some people whom we love more than others... not that we are conditional... but just that we are investing into their lives. Never-the-less, we must still constantly check our motives lest we start getting conditional with these people because they are closer to us. Constantly making sure that we do not start to require more of the other person than before.

"O God, help me to love others as you love me... and BE love...even as You are love"

IF I KNEW
If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say 'I love you,'
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.

There will always be another day
to say 'I love you,'
And certainly there's another chance
to say 'Anything I can do?'

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear

Take time to say 'I'm sorry',
'Please forgive me,' 'Thank you,' or 'It's okay.'
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today

I've learned....

That to ignore the facts does not change the facts.

Got this from an email..

I guess its really true. Can't run away from facts forever. Ignoring it is just procrastinating to have to deal with it. Maybe one day I'll be brave enough to face that giant... or one day, I'll be able to pull myself together to make something out of it. But whatever the lame excuse that we give, facts will remain facts... unchangeable...

I guess the best thing to do is to take it right when you first had to deal with it. Take it by the collar and grab a hold of it. Face your fears and get some help rather than run away and hide in a small corner where u think no one can find you.

Just when you think that that is all that you can do, you'll find that there is so much more to yourself than what you really see. God made you special... there is only one YOU... and that is definitely a FACT!

Live life to the fullest...

time is precious..

you never know what you've got till its gone...=)

-Prague, Czech Republic-

10:31pm

EXCITED!!!!

Pumping hard as a rock...

The pistons of my beating heart work

In less than 24 hours

My mortal being will be far far away from here.....

My eyes wont close at night...

The anticipation keeps building up

Will i sleep tonight?

How will i pass the time til its time to leave?

Vienna...

Prague...

Budapest...

Berlin...

GET READY!!!

Cos here comes the princess...

and her royal regatta....

=)

MY 9th level of HEAVEN....(almost)

Last night, i spent a glorious 4 hours of my ubiquitously available time to make something I am super-duperly proud of myself of. =)

I started by peeling d almost 1.5kg of ginger... chopped them into smaller pieces and blended them till it was mush. Then squeezed the juice out of them into a bowl and resqueezed them again and again until every last drop of juice was in the bowl. (this I did with a lil bit of help frm Ck of course...=P) Then i dried the "secret ingredient" til it was brown.. and the ginger fibres too... before heating the pot for cooking the chicken doused well with sesame oil. In went the dry stuffies... mixed well with a wooden spatula which had remnants of Tom-Yam flavouring... and then... in went the juice.... and left to simmer on a low low flame. An episode of bones later... it was pipingly bubbling hot... and the taste.... SIMPLY HEAVENLY.

With a dash of black sauce and steaming hot white rice... aaaahhhhhhhhhhhh..... i couldn't ask for more.

That, my friend....

is my mum's infamous

Ka-Cha-Ma. =)

*hope all of you that got a taste of it enjoyed that.....*

my last & BEST 22nd Birthday Gift...

3 days ago... just before my last paper... i dropped by one of my beloved sheep's place to collect a jap series from his roomie. hung about for a while and decided it was enough procrastination and i better get back to the books. As soon as i opened my room door, i heard SK calling me... she asked me to go back down again cos my sheep wanted to give me smth.... i thought tat was kinda weird... (why didnt she just bring it up and pass it to me then?) anyway... i skeptically followed her back down.. and upon announcing my re-arrival to the room, i heard an off-tuned "re-mix" version of :

"happy birthday to you... BELATED...

happy birthday to you.. BELATED...

happy birthday to Priscilla... BELATED...

happy birthday to you.. BLEATED!!!"

then my sheep JW handed me a lil neatly wrapped package tied with a white ribbon (compliments of SK) and told me it was a long overdue present... and that it was begotten for the trip... so i kindly asked if i could open it right there.. which was a no-brainer... of cos i could! lol... anyway... opening it... i gasped... and just couldn't hold back the squeeze... why?? cos i saw this!!!beautifully in turquoise... and the people that got it for me... just raised d sentimental value by hundred fold...AND about 3 weeks past my birthday!! what a lovely surprise.....=)
Well... i would like to take this space... to thank the lovely people who made my 22nd birthday so much sweeter....
Jer Wei (thanks for doin this for me..), Nicolson (thanks for all the nice things u always say to me...), Shan Kong (miss havin u as my sheep...n thanks for everything), Benj Ho (endless thanx for just being there...), Chee Khai (more than words can say....), Vivien SKY (roomie....you know how much appreciated you are...!!!), Swit Yen (another ex-sheepie... thanks), Richard (siu pork pork...=P), Michael (thanx thanx man....) & Mervyn (wah.. so much changes between u n ur bro sheep eh...i'm SO proud...=P)

*thank you thank you....

i LOVE each & everyone of u lots......*

(*you may not know it... but you mean the world to me...*)

Proverbs 13:12

Hope deferred makes the heart sick,

but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life.

When that which you long for is kept from you... it either motivates you to keep going... or, after a period of time, cause you so much hurt you decide that maybe its no longer worth it. Those days are the ones when you shud not quit. Giving up is not an option. Its the shoice of failures. If you really want it, it is not impossible for God! Ask and it shall be given! In HIS great timing, it shall be granted to you.. or.. you might get smth better than what you hoped for!! =)

*what dya think?? Any comments?*

WARREN BUFFET (2nd richest man... after Bill Gates..)

There was a one hour interview on CNBC with Warren Buffet, the second richest man who has donated $31 billion to charity. Here are some very interesting aspects of his life:

1. He bought his first share at age 11 and he now regrets that he started too late!
2. He bought a small farm at age 14 with savings from delivering newspapers.
3. He still lives in the same small 3-bedroom house in mid-town Omaha , that he bought after he got married 50 years ago. He says that he has everything he needs in that house. His house does not have a wall or a fence.
4. He drives his own car everywhere and does not have a driver or security people around him.
5. He never travels by private jet, although he owns the world's largest private jet company.
6. His company, Berkshire Hathaway, owns 63 companies. He writes only one letter each year to the CEOs of these companies, giving them goals for the year. He never holds meetings or calls them on a regular basis.He has given his CEO's only two rules.
Rule number 1: do not lose any of your share holder's money.
Rule number 2: Do not forget rule number 1.
7. He does not socialize with the high society crowd. His past time after he gets home is to make himself some pop corn and watch Television.
8. Bill Gates, the world's richest man met him for the first time only 5 years ago. Bill Gates did not think he had anything in common with Warren Buffet. So he had scheduled his meeting only for half hour. But when Gates met him, the meeting lasted for ten hours and Bill Gates became a devotee of Warren Buffet.
9. Warren Buffet does not carry a cell phone, nor has a computer on his desk.

His advice to young people:

"Stay away from credit cards and invest in yourself and
Remember:
A. Money doesn't create man
but it is the man who created money.

B. Live your life as simple as you are.

C. Don't do what others say, just listen them,
but do what makes you feel good.

D. Don't go on brand name;
just wear those things in which u feel comfortable.

E. Don't waste your money on unnecessary things;
just spend on them who are really in need rather.

F. After all it's your life
then why give chance to others to rule our life."

*don't you think it is so true??*

TAGGED by my sheep..
hmm... still not sure abt what this tag thing is about.. but i assume that i'm suppose to fill in the same list.. so here it goes my beloved sheep sheep.. for you... =P

LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR:
- new phone (??)
- lots and lots of earrings.. none of them should be loop ones!!!
- new pair of sports shoes or boots or heels or..... =)
- unlimited cash for my upcoming europe trip
- a car (?)
LIST OUT THE REASONS FOR YOUR CHOICES:
- new phone cos my last one cant be turned on.. dunno whats wrong with it... so sad.. i miss my phone...
- ahh.. earrings.. never can get enough of 'em... hehehe... but as mentioned.. NO LOOPS please... cos they definitely dun look good on me... *sigh*.. they open at a weird angle that totally doesnt complement me in ANY way.. so yea... studds... dangling ones... pearly ones.. buttons... all others are welcomed!! =P
- shoes are another galore that if definitely welcomed anytime of day. as for now, im in desperate need of a new pair of sport shoes... but all other forms of shoes are also always in need.. lol.. stilletoes..ahhh....
- well.. travelling in a country that spends in euros while coming from a country where the curency is almost 4 times lower than the dollar... and 7 times lower than the pound... its kinda depressing... so unlimited cash would be nice to complement the enjoyment i would be having on the trip!!!
- hmm.. this one is also questionable. thats cos i JUST got my driver's probational license last summer... but im SUPER enthusiastic about goin back and driving.. hehehe.. people say it wont last long.. but i doubt it... hehehe... so.. a car... mini austin would be nice... proportionate to me size.. heheehhe...
THE PERSON WHO TAGG-ED YOU IS: Breezy
5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM/HER
Very hillarious
Manages resources well
Punctual
Kindhearted
My sheep.. (that sums it ALL up =P)
MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAS DONE FOR YOU:
For my last birthday, she gave me a "tong" of cookies.. which is sustaining me though my exam period!! oh sheep sheep.. wad wud i do without you? hehehe...
WHAT DO YOU DESPISE THE MOST:
Those who manipulate people for their own personal gain, those who ill-treat others...
6 PEOPLE YOU WANNA TAG
hmm... dunno leh... errr.... no need gua... everyone i know been tagged de... or sumwhat.. lol... *bluek*