Saturday, December 06, 2008

Deja vu in another body....
All the things I see happen has happened before...
maybe the players are different...
But the gameplay is the same...
I know the strategies behind it...
I see the loopholes...
But the final outcome is still uncertain.
So what am I saying?
Nothing passes me by unnoticed...
As much as it doesn't mean much to anyone...
Yet because I know....
That makes all the difference.
No matter what I do to remove that knowledge...
It is there, inputed into the memories of time...
Would I want to remove it if it was an option?
Sometimes I wished I never knew...
Sometimes I wished I was not me...
Sometimes all I wanted is for it all to rewind again...
But regret is a potent poison...
Not to be allowed to dwell...
For now, to take it one step at a time...
Living in the 'Today' rather than 'Yesteryears'...
Nor in the 'Tomorrows' that are neverending...
To hold my head up high, chest out, shoulders straight...
And with all the love that can be mustered out...
To try the very best to make the most of what there is...
Today is all there is...
There was a zillion things I should've done differently...
A million words I should've said...
But it all is not important anymore...
There is two sides to every coin...
The choise to be the head or the tail is in our hands.
Maybe then living life will make all the difference...
I think its safe to say "I know..."
Cos nothing tells it more than what one calls.....
EXPERIENCE.