#bareitall

Why do I bother thinking about what other people think? I should just let it be.. Do what I want to do.. Say what I want to say... N let other people get round it in their own way. 

Putting on a smile when all you want to do is cry... Looking like you have it all together when you actually are a cross of train wreck and poo. But no one knows what's going on inside cos you hide it so well. 

How do you let it all out? How do you purge it til there is nothing left? How do I show the world I'm not OK...? How do I tell you that you are constantly on my mind no matter what I do or how much I try to push it away? How do I turn back time and change the way I thought that I thought was right but turned out to be detrimental? Looking back,  I realise... I found that spot.. But never dug deep. That treasure was so close yet I let it slip through my fingers just like that.. Without even knowing. 

There is always a lesson to learn for every situation... And I believe I have found my answer to that. Without hardship we wud be too comfortable to learn anything new. But this lesson is a very tough one. 

***God,  I need strength. ='S***