Curiosity.

Curiosity killed the cat...

Curiosity burned the hand...

Curiosity scalded the finger...

Thus, making a rational deduction, Curiosity was never meant to end up with smth good. Curiosity was to end with a grave reminder that whatever it was that aroused that particular feeling was not smth that one wud wanna have. Well, out of THIS particular Curiosity came smth dat was fairly borderline.

Addiction.

Addiction to alcohol...

Addiction to smoking...

Addiction to drugs...

Addiction seems to not be in the list of smth good. Maybe it was never meant to be good… one cant have TOO MUCH of smth… nor TOO LITTLE… but an addiction is to be dependent on smth… to be controlled by it… not able to live without it…

But then, how come from the midst of smth that was meant to be bad… come smth so beautiful… irreplaceable… something worth more than the value of the whole world put together… how did THAT come about?

Never have I understood how things happened the way it did. Never in a zillion years would I have ever imagined ANYTHING close to this very moment in time… yet NEVER would I want to trade it for ANYTHING in this world.

Ubiquisity… that’s what you have been to me…

In everything I do…

In everything I see…

In everything I touch and smell…

Whatever it started off as…

Whatever it was meant to be…

Whatever it was supposed to turn out…

Whatever it is…

I’m thankful for it…

For every moment to see that smile…

For every second to hear that voice…

For every occasion to discern that tender loving care…

For every chance to find something to improve on…

Something to work on…

Something to laugh about…

Something to remember down the road…

Something that makes that silver lining behind the dark grey clouds of fear and doubt…

Something that makes things never the same as they were before…

Something that emulates forth a better me…

A better you…

A better us.